I DON’T KNOW WHAT I’M DOING
That’s kinda the main idea of this entire post. Junior year is wrapping up and I’m just a little……lost, is the best word that comes to mind. I have certain areas of work I like and others I think are very interesting. But I have this idea that I have to be “good” at something to want to pursue it. No one wants to fail, right? So why want to do something you’re not the best at? Well. I find I’m not the best at anything so I’m kinda up the creek with no paddles with a hole in the bottom. I get this feeling it is still who you know and not what you know and this frustrates me to no end. Its incredibly difficult to make that kind of headway in a place where no one knows you to begin with. Maybe I’m just tired or maybe I’m starting to see things for what they are but somehow I feel I’m being pushed away from my dreams. This I am not okay with, hopefully this is just some sort of phase everyone goes through because this SUCKS!
Bless your faces! If you sneezed while reading this post bless you!